I have thrown away my prize, done away with paradise, see what’s going on inside my mind.

It would hurt me like hell but in the long run she wouldn’t have to deal with me becoming something along the likes of that thing…b … Not completely out of her life of course, but to a distance to where she doesn’t worry about me, miss me very much….

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I have thrown away my prize, done away with paradise, see what’s going on inside my mind.